I have undergone so many changes this year. My first full year of college is almost done. I am on my way to England soon. I am scared. I am terrified because I am not sure if I will succeed. Yes, I know I am capable of it. I am just terrified of the possibility of not completing my goals. I really need to step my game up. I really wish that I could of done things differently at the start of this year, but I can't go back.
I have to make drastic changes this summer and this coming fall. So, if you see me update this less. If you start seeing me less and less. It is me just working hard to make myself the person I want to be, if you can't accept that, let's rethink our shit and get a life. Don't support me. I could care less, the only support I need is the one inside my chest (pause), so as long as my heart keeps beating, I will never fail.
Fuck off.
On other news, I am working on a project. It is untitled as of now, but it will be either 10 minimum songs or 18. I have yet to figure out. I have the beat selection. But it won't be released till it is 100% finished. I will work on it at my own pace. It might come out next week. It might come out next year. It might not come out at all. BUT. I will work on it to satisfy my own goals.
Peace & much love.
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